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The Pattern Of Choice

June 25th, 2008

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June 25th, 2008

I’ve always described it as the moment when I woke up. It has never come out in an understandable way when I try to explain it. All I can say is that before this moment I was unconscious, and suddenly I had attained consciousness.

I opened my eyes, and I saw a pattern all around me. The pattern was made of small squares that were large triangles, and interconnected by complex geometrical shapes. The pattern was connected to everything. The light in the pattern was moving extremely fast, but the shape of the pattern moved slowly.

I stopped dancing and suddenly became aware of everything around me. The grass looked greener. I watched the pattern moving in and out of the grass and up through the feet of all the dancers around me. I began to dance slower, and I tried moving with the wave of the sound within the pattern.

I watched as two butterflies fluttered over the crowd of dancers. They were weaving in and out of the pattern as if they could see it too. Their movements became a dance in a way because they were moving with the wave of the sound. I watched them fly over to a girl who began to dance with them. She was the only dancer I saw moving in and out of the pattern. And she did it with the butterflies.

I began to simulate the way she was dancing with the pattern. My legs moved my body, and I didn’t have to do anything. I was weaving in and out of the visible yet invisible pattern made from geometric shapes of light. I circled the entire dance area, and each time around I moved closer to the center of the circle I had made.

After I made two circles around the dance area, I saw a butterfly. It was moving in and out of the light patterns, and I began to dance with it. It took a few seconds to figure out which design of the pattern we were each using. Once we figured it out, my pattern of dance changed. I was no longer circling the dance area, I was rotating within a circle in a dance with the butterfly.

As I danced with the butterfly I noticed that as we danced in our own circle, we were also dancing in a circle slowly around the dance area. It was magnetic how the butterfly knew which way I was moving. Slowly the pattern of the butterfly’s dance evolved. It started moving up one triangle in the pattern at a time. It moved with the sound, and it was eventually fluttering around my head as I danced in and out of the same geometric light pattern.

The butterfly flew up very high, and it joined up with another butterfly. I watched the butterflies dancing together. They were floating closer and closer to me one triangle in the pattern at a time. When they reached me, a girl appeared that was dancing with the other butterfly. It was the same girl I had seen before from across the dance area. We moved in and out of the wave of the sound within the pattern together, along with the butterflies.

I looked down, and there was no ground below us. The grass and everything had disappeared. All I saw was the magnificent pattern, and I was moving my legs as if I was floating in space. I started to wonder if this was a dream, and then everything went white. The pattern went away. I was still dancing as I clawed through this cloudy material. I realized I was grabbing the sheets covering me as I slept. I was awake.

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Outside In

June 25th, 2008

The diamonds in the sky sparkle as the waves wash sand.

And buckets of these formations are strewn across the land.

A tribe of one circle rises half, quarter, and full.

As this description of such gives these waves their pull.

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Eruptions Of Time

April 27th, 2008

Time erupts ahead of the schedule.

Making the empty sometimes seem half full.

By taking some time to put time aside.

Brick by brick as the foundation’s relied.

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Breathing The Life

April 21st, 2008

Living is continually giving in exchange for more self.

Living is doing things that can’t be done by not living.

Living is being by dreaming and feeling.

Living is free.

Living has no cost.

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At What Cost For Accounting?

April 12th, 2008

When taken into account, everything which I am accountable for, I’m amazed by the amount of accountability I contain.

At no charge or fee, I account for me.

I account for my mind, my heart, and my outward emotions.

I take responsibility for all of these accounts.

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Time

June 22nd, 2007

Moving swiftly in a continuous motion.

Making no noise I do with this notion.

Experiencing life as a nonstop potion.

With depths of concrete as if the ocean.

I gave the money and asked for change.

Peculiarly the questions seemed strange.

Places and moments oddly arranged.

Asking for things became out of range.

Dreams awake with beliefs carved in stone.

Beams of light reflecting my home.

Seams of delight making never alone.

Seems it unites with one clever phone.

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This Experience.

June 1st, 2007

I went to sleep in a hotel room around midnight. I would be awakened at 5:00 am when a man would to the hotel room with car keys for me. I would use these keys to drive a vehicle to Los Angeles. It was something I was being paid to do. So I went to sleep at midnight.

There was a knock at my door, and I woke up at 5:00 am. I opened the door, and I didn’t expect to see my friend Paul from Arizona there. He was there with his ex-girlfriend Claire. They had the keys to the car, and said they were coming with me to Los Angeles. It was strange.

We walked out of the hotel room, and there were a bunch of obstacles between us and the end of the hallway. We walked and weaved our way around stacks of boxes, and luggage, piles of toys, and bottles of drinks. It seemed to be very out of the ordinary. We made it to the door at the end of the hallway, and I asked “Are we dreaming?”

Paul just looked at me and said nothing. Claire looked at me and said, “If we are dreaming, what is the meaning of all the hallway we walked through, and what is the meaning of all the stuff in the hallway? And what does it mean that you, Paul, and I are about to walk through a door?”

I didn’t think much about her questions. I said, “I have to run back to the room, because that’s how I will know if we’re dreaming.”

I ran down the hallway in the direction of the room. I jumped over all the toys, boxes, drinks, and luggage a lot easier than before when I was walking with Paul and Claire. I decided to run past the room because I thought I could easily find out that I’m dreaming if I can fly. At the end of the hallway I leaped up and began to fly! I flew into what seemed like a giant wooden cabin. It had huge ceilings and rooms all opening up into this one big main room I was flying in. There were glowing orbs of light, and fairy people flying in the room too. I flew up as high as I could, and there were lights all below me.

I saw an open door at the bottom level, so I decided to fly down to see what was inside. I entered the very small room, about 10 feet by 10 feet wide. My mom’s friend Nancy from California was there sitting on a chair. She was wearing a bear coat in a way of a Native American. She looked like a Native American. She said, “I can tell you anything.”

I asked her, “What is this dream world?”

She said, “It’s all love.”

I asked, “What is love?”

“Everything is love” she said, “Our existence is Gods love.”

I asked, “But where am I now?”

She said, “You’re in a level of pure love where you are using your imagination to create what you are. Change happens faster on this level than the physical level you are used to.”

”How is it possible? This is just a dream.” I asked.

She said, “No, you are using the energy of Gods love to create everything that you are experiencing now. It’s the energy present when you are awake, but it takes longer to actualize because of the depth of consciousness on the physical level.”

“What does that have to do with love?” I asked.

She said, “Everything has been created out of God’s love. Everything in the world is permeated with a consciousness of infinite love. This love is present in every moment. You are experiencing a closer level of purity to it right now. Everything done with intent is to actualize your existence. Your beliefs about love are what occupy your mind right now. Without your beliefs of love you wouldn’t have an opinion in this dream, or in this conversation. You might wake you up again, and again, and again.”

I said, “What?“

She said, “What don’t you understand.”

I said, “Love is what I feel when I really like someone, or what I feel for a family member. How is love everything?”

She said, “Feelings of love for someone are just one level of love consciousness. When you feel the love that exists within everything, then you realize that everything is connected by this same force.”

“How though” I asked.

She said, “Everyone has the same love with them. Everyone has the ability to be in this dream moment, and choose what to create with their dreams, just as in their waking lives. You’re utilizing the energy in your own way. Since love is everything it through love that anything can happen. With love there is infinite possibility. Conscious pure love is infinite and eternal, and it proceeds from moment to moment. It is continually being multiplied. It never subtracts. It only adds value. The outcome of love is more love. Patterns of love are never ending.”

“But why does it feel so bad to break-up with a girlfriend?” I asked.

She said, “You’re asking about a romantic love, and that is caused by the level of consciousness about that particular belief of love. Romantic love is caused by layers and layers of pure love. But on the physical plane of love consciousness, there are many ways that people are connected with a romantic, or personal love. The woman you may pass on the street loves her son. Her son loves his childhood neighbor Jack. His neighbor Jack loves his neighbor June, who lives 1000 miles away. June loves her longtime friend Judy. Judy loves her sister Sara. Sara loves her husband Frank. Frank loves his best friend in Brazil, who has a romantic love for one of your mom’s friend, who loves you. The world is united with patterns of love like that. But that is love from relationships, and grows over time in the physical world.

The love I speak of is present without time. It cannot distract, persuade, misdirect, deviate, or take away from the whole. Pure love knows only one path of pure focus and clarity. Pure love gives endlessly without expectation, so there is never a need to be fulfilled. Pure love directs, projects, and persists in only one form and function from one moment to the next.

I said, “So you’re saying that I should love everything as much as I love the people closest to me?”

She said, “ no, that’s a material level of love. I’m saying that love is deeper than that. It may not at times be as consciously intense, but without love, there would be no life. It is out of God’s love that creation happens. At the core of every single moment there is a component of love. The creative dance of particles on the planet is caused, known, and seen because of love. Every creation and particle of matter has been given the same vibration of love. All life contains this same vibration of love. It is through love that everything in the universe is connected. Love consciousness has a connection to everything. Without love, evolution would not occur, and life would not proceed. It’s impossible to live without love. It is in everything. If this dream you’re having had all your ideas about it taken away, and you had no conscious beliefs to ground a thought pattern, the only thing available would be pure love. And when you woke up, if all the physicality of your ideas were gone, the only thing left would be pure love. Love always remains. It cannot be abolished. Love is the reason for growth, and the fuel for realization. Love is a holographic pattern that makes up every moment of time and space.

Before any existence there is love. If everything were destroyed the only thing left would be love. Love cannot be destroyed because it permeates everything. Love does not have the capacity to destroy itself, and love is the foundation of everything, so it will always exist.

Love is providing for you in this dream because it is being realized. Love will only provide when it is reflected outside of the self by the love inside of the self. Everything here is a result of your input about love. It is your input of love that gives your output of love.

Consciousness is existent because of love. Love is the past, present, and the future. To stop love, one would have to stop time, erase the past, and stop any future.”

“Okay” I said. “Dreams are love?”

“Yes” she said, “and since love is always existent, it is always accessible. You don’t have to experience dreams to experience love. It is through love that anything is possible. With a connection to the vibration of pure love, and a focus of a loving vision, there will always be a loving outcome.

Think of love as the power of electricity that lights a light bulb. The light of love can be shined into any direction. The light bulb can be used to help you see anywhere. Like a flashlight, you can use it to help you see in the dark. This power of love is always available and continually progressing. It never stops being extracted or distributed. It is always going forward and backward, because it is both. The emission and reception of pure love is completely balanced. Every form of consciousness is tapped into the power of pure love. The pure energy of love is our true identities. To know a true self is to know an emitter of pure love consciousness. The power of pure love consciousness is the fuel, and the igniter.

Anything built with love will have love throughout its entire structure. It will be completely stable. Love as a foundation cannot deteriorate, so it is always available for stability. Love survives at any weight, or any temperature, or pressure. Love is dependable, but it depends on the inside for the outside of it to be seen. To see the love in everything, it takes eyesight of love. Sometimes it makes other people want to have the eyesight of love also

I said, “I don’t really understand how I can how eyesight makes me dream. I want to go fly around some more.”

She said, “Love is the reason. Love is the reason for flight. There no other reason than love.”

I said, “Thank You.”

She said, “Remember to see the light of love consciousness in everything. Love is the connection of identity. Love is a confirmation of existence. I am affirming your existence by this interaction with you. A smile to someone is a confirmation of their existence. You have the ability to make others feel love by actions. You create love through your conscious love thoughts, and actions. Feel the light, the love, and the beauty, of the mind inhabiting the universe you see when you look in someone’s eyes.

I said, “Well I love you for being such a loving person.”

She winked at me and said, “I love you too.”

I flew out of the room. I flew up into the large cabin area I was in before. It was warm, and there were glowing lights all around me. I flew up through a window at the top of the room, and I ended up outside.

It was a dark night, and it was a blizzard with wind blowing me all over the place.. I couldn’t fly at all. I got blown down into a tree, and some bushes. There was snow everywhere.

After no time, my friend Paul from Arizona arrived from earlier in the dream. He grabbed me and brought me back inside the main room, and closed the door.

He said, “Take it easy. Don’t fly out there in that weather.”

There was a knock at the door. I wanted to see who was there. I stood up, and went to the door, and then there was another knock. Suddenly I remembered this was a dream, and instantly I woke up. It was the knock at the door with the keys for the car, and it was 5:00 am. At the door was Scott, who I had expected from earlier, and it was time to drive to Los Angeles. I had plenty of time to think about this dream as I drove.

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May 30th, 2007

If you cannot stop your desire, and you put your hand in the fire.

You will only find that your desire is blind.

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Dream with me.

April 21st, 2007

Granted one wish.

What would it be?

I’d wish that you could dream with me.

Explore this mystic fantasy.

Dreaming endless in ecstacy.

Nothing here could ever tie us down.

Because our wings will keep us high up off the ground.

Floating together in a mystic fusion.

Our reality becomes this illusion.

But if there’s nothing I can do, I’ll turn my head and look to you.

To take me to another land.

Guide me as I hold your hand.

Tell me things I need to know.

We have a special place to go.

An island in a mystic stream.

We walk with magic in this dream.

I sense you’re here when you’re unseen.

There’s no need to ask me to stay.

Because I’m here with you for always.

Our dream has so much to give.

When we’re living this life to live.

Together we always know.

Together we always grow.

There is no need to ever regret.

When we’re dancing in the sunset.

Until the sunrise.

I look in your eyes.

And if we awake.

It must be fate.

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The Pattern Of Choice

Outside In

Eruptions Of Time

Breathing The Life

At What Cost For Accounting?

Time

This Experience.

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